It's because I am getting crushed by a landslide of academic shizz and I'm barely holding up. I have no idea how other people do it, but I just can't. My bod's hot wired to staying up late for no reason at all, but I cannot believe my body starts to give up on me when I try to put my weird night owl self into good use. The world is so unfair. And twisted. And just sad right now.
And I know how it seems like I'm starting another emo rant post from yours truly, but trust me. I think you guys have had enough of my weird guts. So instead of crying over all the requirements I should start working on, I will balance it out by posting stuff that just make my day, made my day or help me make it through the week, bro. Things, people, events, whatever the snickerdoodle is out there (hello internet) that just make me think, "There is still hope. For me. For the world. Oh my gosh, I love you guys so much" then insert sunset background and cue in the waterworks. Anime style.
Yeah, I'm that weird. And since I'm super weird that makes me super creative and think of weird shenanigans. I have a plan. It is so amazeballs I can't even imagine which part of my brain pooped this idea out even when it's slowly malfunctioning because of too much seriousness and responsibility.
So my fantastic plan is that I'll post an entry every Friday and it will be filled with what inspires me to just man up and be more of a ninja. Or whatever it is that's making me smile and like happy. AND the number of these inspirational goodies will be the same as the date of that Friday. For example, since today is the 9th of November, this entry will feature 9 things that inspire me.
Sounds good? I hope it does. 'Cause here goes.
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INSPIRATION POST #1
(aka the list of what makes Arielle sweat through her eyes in a good way)
Halloween presents a sailor, a queen and a poser vampire
Like le duh, bro. You guys make me look so darn fantastic. And even if we're not together, it's like I'm still connected to you. Like out of the blue, I'd get all nostalgic in class when I suddenly remember you guys just because something I did or learned in class made me think of you. Yeah, it's some weird bizz going down there, but I can't help it. I miss you both.
2. THIS GUY RIGHT HERE
Self-proclaimed too charming "boy next door with depth"
My best bros call him Jay 2.0, I just think he's on a whole other level of so much nerd cool- I swear to Gerard. He brought me to The Collective last Wednesday and he literally made my day. I really needed that. Just hanging out, talking about life in general one moment then cracking up like crazy the next, or suddenly gushing over comic merch or even sharing a hoodie while watching a chick flick. I need more Wednesdays like this.
3. H30 BROS
A picture from last term. We're so adorable in hats!
Yesterday, I got to eat merienda with these crazy bastards (and the rest of FISH, but we kind of had our own little corner, so yeah) and I seriously miss seeing them like every single moment of a school day. I'm so lucky I've got a class with Emman, but Carlos? Darn him. I miss this SEXY PANDA! Not even one class or recollection with him. Gaaaahh. Only these two are allowed to make fun of me and the other dudes I hang out with, because instead of having girlfriends to whom I can share my sob stories to, I ended up with these two. Don't know what I'd do without my best bros.
4. KINGSLEYYY
This dude is crazy funny and just brilliant. I might end up talking like him because of the amount of his videos that I watch and laugh like an idiot to. Can't believe I only learned about him because of his video dissing Rebecca Black's Friday song. For like 4:55 minutes he made me forget that I wasn't allowed to go to school later. Then when that 4:55 minutes is up, there's another 3:52 minutes just waiting to be spent on watching more Ask Kingsley vids. If I had a gay best friend, he'd have to be a combi of Kingsley and Wallace form Scott Pilgrim. My life would be complete. I swear.
5. JAPANESE STREET FASHION
OH MY GOD. LOOK AT THAT UNICORN SHIRT. THE JAPANESE AND THEY'RE CUTE OUTFITS. I AM SO JELLY RIGHT NOW. BUT IN A WAY SO INSPIRED AND HAPPY? LIKE I SHOULD PROBABLY MAKE A SHIRT SOON. A SHIRT WITH A UNICORN.
6. VINYL RECORDS/LPS
A shot from last Wednesday. So much want.
So the thing is. These babies are real expensive, like I could just download songs from the internet, right? Well, there's just something beautiful about holding a record in your hand, or having to look through racks of these trying to find a really cool looking artist you've probably never heard of before because you're that uncool or you weren't even born yet when they were spreading their music. It's the past preserved in black shiny discs and placed in huge sleeves that had amazing art. One day.
7. TURNTABLES
One day, Imma get my own turntable to play my awesome growing collection of vinyl records, bro. I found these babies off fred flare and they're less than 100 buckaroos. If only moolah grew off trees. But one day, I plan on having a room that will look exactly like Gibson's room from Ang Nawawala. And a turntable is very essential to that future room.
8. SPIKED FLATS
Aren't these the bomb! I think they look so wicked, because hey, you can like murder someone with these shoes! And I really like the punk vibe that's just coming off from them, like these shoes are staring into my very soul and saying, ".... I know you want me, I know you care. Come on and buy me and I'll be there". Seriously perfect killing machine shoes, no one will ever suspect the girl with the spiked flats. No one.
9. SPENCER SMITH
My list for today will not be complete without the one and only Spencer Smith. You can never go wrong with that manly man man beard. He just lights up my world like nobody else, so I can't promise that I won't blind your eyes every Friday by putting him on the list every single week. You'll go blind because this guy is so beautiful, and that smile? Oh. My. Gerard.
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So yes, that was my inspiration post. I hope you guys had fun reading what I've been going gaga over or just face palming at my inspirational choices. I seriously forgot that I had shizz that I had to deal with when I wrote this. If only it was that easy to forget, but my school work will come to haunt my already dead arse.
Must go back to multi-tasking like a ninja. If you must know what exactly am I doing? I'm doing the laundry, listening to Grouplove aaaand trying to write a paper. It's a skill, a mad skill even.
So yeah, I hope you both are safe and sound. Miss you dudes!
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