Also dudes are so weird. People are always going on about how girls are so bi-polar, that they're complicated and hard to understand. Well, guys are like that to at a certain extent and level of manly doucheness.
One moment they're saying how in like they are, next thing they're being so demanding and annoying.
But maybe it isn't the dudes. Maybe it's just how messed up I can be.
Sorry for making my first real post emo. I wanted mine to be real fun, I have really bad timing.
It's just that a guy I fell in like with apparently fell in like with me as well. I should be happy, but I'm not. I secretly wished that he would confess to me, but it never occurred to me that it might come true. That's what I get for wishing about impossible things. I should've just wished that I'd win the lottery. Or that Spencer Smith magically falls in love with me.
People should make you happy, not make you feel like shizz. He was making me happy, like what happy crushes/people of like like status should do. They should make you laugh like a complete idiot and make you feel kilig. They don't go crossing the line and making you want to scream, "LUMP THIS!". When people are so stubborn and set in having their way, when I clearly said I didn't want to just really. Makes me want to punch someone's face.
Oh, darn. Too violent. I'm sorry, what I meant to say was that it made me want to break down in tears and like wish for death to end lives.
I wish I was a dude. Girl feels make me weird.
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